。。。。。。。。等待

看着自己的爱情在风中找不到自己的角落,才明白我自己有多么地无奈,但是又能够怎样呢??我不知道

如 果你现在问我我后悔喜欢上你爱上你了吗?我想说没有,虽然改变了我自己，但是我没有后悔过,只是我和你的距离不是我想得那么近,只是我一直不明白而已,我 忘记不了你,但是一定要忘记你吗?其实没有必要去学会去忘记你,因为我心中有你,一直都是,忘记是不可能的,所以我选择不去忘记，而是一直都坚持着，追寻 着````

只是我不能够陪你去渡过你不开心的每天```不能够分担你的不开心,和你的痛,我能够做的只有远远地看着你,能够帮助你的我一定做，无论是什么事情我都心甘情愿，不一定要你记得是为了你而做的,也并没有奢求过什么，其实知道与不知道没有那么重要不是吗？

我想我永远都学不会怎样去忘记你,因为心痛和眼泪都曾告诉我忘却是不可能的，放手是不会有的！执着爱你,没有什么不可以，只是忘记这个事情永远没有而已```心里有多痛，心里爱你就会有多深～～～
爱,让我痛苦，却也是我的生活,也许没有人会明白现在的我是怎样的心情，没有人会明白我的世界是个什么样子，没有人会如此的走进我的内心。因为你不会懂得我爱你有多深。

以 后的路只有我自己一个人,我不害怕一个人的寂寞和孤独,但是我却害怕思念一个人时的寂寞与孤独。但是又能够怎样呢?没有你的陪伴我也要走我自己的路,一条 和你不同的路,在你看来我们没有再可以交叉的叉路等待我们,你也不会回头看看我,而我回头只是看看你好不好,开不开心,来安慰一下滴血的心。当一个人知道什么是痛苦后，他会学着让自己不再痛苦，但当一个人知道什么是思念后，他只会让自己的思念陷得更深！！
一个人原本是快乐的，因为爱上了一个人才痛苦！
是自己太蠢，竟然用一分钟就认识你﹎﹎是自己太笨，竟然用一天就爱上了你﹎
﹎是自己太痴，竟然用一生去实现诺言﹎
﹎走一步眼泪掉下来.. 永远只爱你

我不会放手，不会后悔。因为我只在乎你，我。。会等待你。。。永远都会。。。。

暮色中等待你 片片叶絮飞
像思忆飘荡起 默默向往事回味
夜色中等待你 抹去情怀伤悲
问当天的月光 爱散落何地
就算一生去等待 就算今天满怀无奈
直至一天风中抱拥 共诉别后悲哀
为你甘心再等待 为你此生痴心永在
地老天荒心不会改 永远在期待
暮色中等待你 片片叶絮飞
像思忆飘荡起 默默向往事回味
夜色中等待你 抹去情怀伤悲
问当天的月光 爱散落何地
就算一生去等待 就算今天满怀无奈
直至一天风中抱拥 共诉别后悲哀
为你甘心再等待 为你此生痴心永在
地老天荒心不会改 永远在期待

did she know ?

i everytime ask myself did she know i love her ?? but i saw her , she act ntg but i dunno wat is she thinking , she every smile,every movement,every promise and every conversation,i also never forget but i very confuse did she know or dunno . i am very confuse , many ppl call me to "Let her go man. You are waisting your time and efforts with someone who is playing games or is confused. Don't be dumb or your just going to get hurt even more." but i say tis girl is in my heart how i am gonna let she go , she everytime say she is dumb ,useless , very ugly and all kinds , but i didnt think gt any problem , hey girl giv urself a little confidence dun so emo and think bad way . i had spen 3 month for getting for her acception to do my gf , zz actually is 2 month the first month is to let her cool down ,beacuse she juz break with her ex , i make it is 2 month . now i juz wait wait wait . if really she dun accept me or juz act ntg , i also dunno wat to do , i am nt a pro in chasing girl , nt lik my fren haiz so noob , my fren say "u so noob la" all kinds a , walao i so dulan 凸 , u think i am u meh so handsome wtf , i juz a noob doi . haiz if she dun wan me i juz put she as a secreat and keep she in my heart .....................

只给你

虽然我们相识的日子还是短暂的
可是我已深深把你来爱了
你的天真和你的纯情已把我吸引了
你就是我梦中美丽的天使
我知道你是一个天真善良温柔的女孩
真的希望自己能够配上你
如果你能给我机会让我好好的爱你
真的只想真心真意对你说
我爱你一定爱到花都开了 鸟儿把歌唱
爱到牛郎织女为我们点头
爱到花儿绽放鸟儿成群把我们环绕
爱到每道彩虹映出你的美
我爱你一定爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌唱给心爱的女孩
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我去爱你

一瞬间的感觉

Well,
I doesn't know that
what are you
thinking everyday
doing everytime
seeing everything
going everywhere
i wanted to know that...


But you had gave me a " scene "
It really works
made me feels happy suddenly


You ask me how it is??
Apologize to me please,
because that I also do not have an answer for u
It just a feelings...


It really healings me
Thank You...


only you only you
can do it

knowing

你知道，
两个人在一起的那一刻是很幸福的吗？

你知道，
两个人分开了的那一刻是很伤心的吗？

你知道，
一个人等待的时候背着很大的寂寞吗？

你知道，
重来会比在一起的那一刻更加幸福吗？

你知道，
背着许许多多疑问的等侯是痛苦的吗？

不过，我知道。
这些你都知道。
但，
我不知道的是，
我的问题真的这样难回答吗？

我...
真的非常信任你的坚持...
完完全全没有疑惑。

虽然我真的不知道也看不到，
但是我还是永远信任你！

不过，等到答案到手。

我等你~



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